My dear friends............... once again I bear no glad tidings for this blog, which seems to grow increasingly dark and morbid.
Last night, at exactly midnight, I tried to soothe my horse, Major, as he took his last shuttering breaths in the darkness.
The pain is too much, I cannot bear it, I cannot elaborate right now; I cannot think right now, I can hardly see through my tears to write this right now, I cannot.
Just please, think good thoughts and say a prayer for me these next few days because I am ready to give up, throw in the towel and quit all together.
This pain is too much. My heart can only bear so much.
We bury Major this afternoon. He was 5 years old. I had him 2 years.
And now, he is gone.
Just like that.