Tuesday, March 9, 2010

Why? Why, why, why.........again.

My dear friends............... once again I bear no glad tidings for this blog, which seems to grow increasingly dark and morbid.

Last night, at exactly midnight, I tried to soothe my horse, Major, as he took his last shuttering breaths in the darkness.

The pain is too much, I cannot bear it, I cannot elaborate right now; I cannot think right now, I can hardly see through my tears to write this right now, I cannot.

Just please, think good thoughts and say a prayer for me these next few days because I am ready to give up, throw in the towel and quit all together.

This pain is too much. My heart can only bear so much.

We bury Major this afternoon. He was 5 years old. I had him 2 years.

And now, he is gone.

Just like that.



  1. Hosanna...I am so sorry. Please know I am thinking and praying for you. Major was a lovely beauty. He was a favorite of mine-dark and lovely. Try to regroup and find peace. Try to find rest and balance. Take time to think quietly. My heart is heavy for you.

  2. Hosanna - Yes, I would love to do one or two posters of Major. No worries about after the 31st! Take your time. I am so terribly sorry about him. He was so beautiful. Just let me know when you are ready.

  3. So sorry about your horse.
    Last year my sister had a horse that caught pigeon fever repeatedly, he ended up really sick and weak and eventually had to be put down.
    Eventhough it was my sister's horse, the whole family was effected by this. So I can only imagine what your going through. Oh & Thanks for following my blog by the way.